Somehow I thought I would be immune to wedding planning related stress and pre-nuptial butterflies. Boy was I mistaken! At some point in June, after moving home for the summer, I found myself thinking, "gosh, I'm going to be sad when I don't have any more wedding things to plan.". About a month later, I'm feeling that I will be very glad when the planning is over, and I can just have my wedding. Once you get down to counting weeks, the pressure is on to finish up all those little hanging details. My mom and I (and Tad have been checking them off steadily, but it still feels like there's so much left to do!
And then, on top of that, the butterflies have hit. Tad had his butterflies early, thinking about how things would change, etc, etc. I knew if I were to have them, they would be close to the actual day. It's not a "oh my goodness am I making the right decision?" kind of nervousness, I know Tad is the one for me, and I want to marry him. It's the "oh no, I'm at one of those big life events" nervousness. The same kind of nervousness I got around high school and Biola graduation. This is a great change for my life, I'm just going to feel nervous now until it actually happens.
Fortunately, my nervous freak out moments are balanced out with moments of great excitement. I've been telling people it changes by the hour. Thank goodness July 23rd is almost here!!!
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