Addiction

How can you tell you're addicted to something? It drives you absolutely crazy when you are without it.

What am I addicted to? Facebook

Man, I confess it is easier than it could have been. But I have 12 days left without it, and I'm starting to go absolutely insane. This is the crucial part of the addiction breaking isn't it? The part where you think you're going to just DIE if you don't have it NOW. Giving in at this point would only strengthen the hold it has on me. But, if I hold out, the wanting-it-so-bad-I'm-going-to-pull-my-hair-out-curl-in-a-ball-and-convulse feelings will subside and the addiction will be broken. And I will be the better for it.

Some people have told me I'm just going to relapse after Easter, maybe, we'll see. I know I'll still spend a lot of time on it, but perhaps going without it for a little while won't be nearly as difficult as it has been. And in 12 days I can say "I gave up facebook for over 6 weeks!"

You better believe though that I'm going to spend all of Easter break posting pictures and catching up on my stalking. The world wouldn't be right if Lindsey gave up facebook stalking.